I’m sad and I know I’m sad because I want something I can’t have. I’ve messed up. It’s this heart ache pain that won’t go away now. All my thoughts are only of you. On the bright side though I’m going to use tumblr again because it’s the one place no one knows me.
Sometimes you just feel like there’s no place to express yourself. I just felt like there wasn’t anywhere I could just talk and be free. I just feel so judged even on my anonymous accounts. In a way I feel like I’ve put so much pressure on myself for the last year or so to be someone I’m not. I forgot who I actually am. I’m just not enjoying “myself” anymore and I don’t know how to change that. It’s the most annoying feeling in the world. I’m so alone and the fact that it’s because I don’t know who I am anymore bothers me. I can’t tell anyone I know in real life because they will joke with me and just talk shit. Lol some friends